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Love me, hate me, you'll never forget me
There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
I'm born to indecision
There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason



It never ends...
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Jul. 21st, 2005 @ 10:30 pm I bent my wookies
I feel: crappy
You Should Learn Swedish

Fantastisk! You're laid back about learning a language - and about life in general.
Peaceful, beautiful Sweden is ideal for you... And you won't even have to speak perfect Swedish to get around!
I'm a cute little bumble bee!
queen of the universe
Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 09:56 pm Happy birthday to me!
I feel: drunk
Another year come and gone.

Heres to being 25.
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Jul. 14th, 2005 @ 07:23 pm Tomorrow is my Birthday!
I feel: excited
YAY! I am going to be 25! ugh, thats a 1/4 of a century when you think about it. Everyone at work was very sweet and got me some cool stuff and an awesome cake! Tomorrow we're doing dinner with my dad and family and what not, I am going to get so drunk!


Happy birthday to me!
Happy birthday to me!
Woot!
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 01:40 pm I think I'm on my way...
I feel: satisfied
Your Career Type: Realistic

You are practical and mechanical.
Your talents lie in working with tools, mechanical or electrical drawings, machines, or animals.

You would make an excellent:

Carpenter - Diesel Mechanic - Electrician
Farmer - Fire Fighter - Flight Engineer
Forester - Locksmith - Locomotive Engineer
Pilot - Police Officer - Truck Driver

The worst career options for your are social careers, like social worker or teacher.
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Jul. 9th, 2005 @ 08:04 pm quit your jibber jabber
I feel: calm
In a Past Life...

You Were: An Insane Magician.

Where You Lived: Mexico.

How You Died: Decapitation.
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 10:12 pm booyah
I feel: chipper
Your Kissing Purity Score: 54% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing
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Jul. 7th, 2005 @ 09:59 pm woot
I feel: calm
Crap in my CD player:: Subject to Change - The Sampler
Shifty sent me 6 songs he recorded yesterday with his band "Subject to Change" and they rock! I liked the ones he sent me months ago that we're unedited and not mixed and I thought they rocked then but damn! Hey maybe they'll get real popular and then I can be all like "Oh oh I use to know him (online) before he was cool!" lmao ...yeah who would believe me.

I like em all but I think I am partial to Jibber Jabber for the moment...but that could change.

We did the market today and it sucked. They've fucked there sales by not opening until now! Well I should say they opened for one day in June then closed down for 3 weeks. Fucking hell! We sold like NOTHING! and I was so right about Jonn not having everything ready, it was the 11th hour and he is scrambling going "Where are the bags? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" They also want us to pay $150 to vend at the market, and I was like OH HELL NO! lol...we'll see how that goes over.

I had my performance review at work. I had to fight several urges to not dive on top of my computer and just delete half of what I wrote. It was really hard brining some of these things to the table. But over all it went very very well, I still have a job and my boss thinks I am uber awesome..ok so those are my words but still, he is very happy with the work I have done for the company.

I think thats about it. I didn't make nearly as much money as I had hoped but we're still barely keeping our heads above water. Jonn's been all talk about seeing if he can get into some more markets, place your bets now on if he actually calls anyone or not. I am betting $5 on NOT.

I am sleepy, good night you crazy people.

And shifty, if your snooping in here, Thanks again.
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Jul. 6th, 2005 @ 08:49 pm hahahahaha
I feel: whatever

What will God say to you when you die?
Name
Age
Religion
You will say: See I knew Elvis wouldn't be here...
He will say: You were a total mistake.
How much do you deserve to be in heaven? - 48%
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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 05:59 pm I bent my wookies




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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 03:21 pm I am so smart, I am so smart, smrt, I mean smart
I feel: awake
Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average
Your General Knowledge is Average

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Jul. 4th, 2005 @ 11:35 am Get over here...
I feel: creative
You scored as Mortal Kombat. Congratulations! You're Mortal Kombat. You're the grandfather of all violent video games, and yet somehow you're still fun to play. You enjoy impaling people with sticks, shooting fire and ice out of your palms, and uppercutting people ten feet into the air. You think the sight of someone being beaten to death with their own arms is funny as crap. You're one kick ass video game.

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Final Fantasy

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Halo

80%

The Sims

80%

Pokemon

50%

Madden 2005

40%

Metal Gear Solid

40%

Pac-Man

30%

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Jul. 2nd, 2005 @ 08:18 pm booyah grandma, booyah
I feel: crazy
You Are 77% American
You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges.
Tough and independent, you think big.
You love everything about the US, wrong or right.
And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you!

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Jul. 2nd, 2005 @ 07:08 pm mmmm...
I feel: hungry
How does grilled steak, baked sea scallops and garlic mashed potatoes sound for dinner? My place at 7:30 lol ;)
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Jun. 30th, 2005 @ 08:47 pm is someone getting the best, the best, the best of you?
I feel: crazy

Your Summer Anthem is Best Of You by the Foo Fighters

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new


While you may seem bright on the outside, your insides have a distinct angst flavor.

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Jun. 30th, 2005 @ 01:12 pm I scream you scream we all scream for ice cream
I feel: amused
You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream
Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun.
You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things.
You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it.
You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream.
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Jun. 28th, 2005 @ 08:05 pm interesting to say the least...
I feel: LOL
20 Questions to a Better Relationship




eXpressive: 8/10
Practical: 1/10
Physical: 8/10
Giver: 4/10


You are a XSYT--Expressive Sentimental Physical Taker. This makes you a Firebrand.

You are volatile, sexy and sexually driven. You're magnetic and fascinating, but you don't really enjoy playing the field -- it makes you nervous and preys on your insecurites. But when you fall for someone you fall hard.

You tend to over-analyze things, so the slightest comment or action from your significant other can send you into a tailspin. You crave attention and validation from your loved ones, so if your friends don't like your partner or your partner doesn't like your friends it makes you suffer. Unfortunately the two are often in conflict -- you have excellent insight with your friends, but in a relationship you are blind. Trust your friends!

You blow hot and cold, with big highs and big lows. This makes the bad times very bad but the good times very good, so you tend to stay in a problem relationship much longer than you should. But when a relationship fails, you hold a grudge. That's not necessarily a bad thing, but make sure your grudge doesn't cloud your vision the other way!

What would help you most in your relationships is confidence. You need someone who can help you feel good about yourself and not worse.

You can be needy and jealous. Fortunately you are cute as hell.

Of the 236486 people who have taken this quiz, 5.6 % are this type.
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20 Questions to a Better Sense of Humor




Sunny/Dark: 5/10
drY/Gross: 5/10
Traditional/Offbeat: 4/10
Active/Passive: 5/10


You are a SGT--Sunny Gross Traditional. This makes you a John Hughes.

Your sense of humor makes you the ultimate every- person, just I'm-a try not to trouble nobody. You're laid back. Like la-a-a-aid back. You might be from the Midwest.

You enjoy the occasional weird or dark humor, and the right joke out of nowhere can really make you laugh out loud. In fact, the funniest stuff for you is the stuff that takes you off guard. If you can see it coming, you don't want to see it arrive.

You probably don't think this site is all that funny. So it's weird that you're here. I appreciate it, though. Maybe I'll cut back on the ranting and say something nice for a change.

Of the 21021 people who have taken this quiz, 31.1 % are this type.

Your Active humor score of 5/10 means you're a yellow dash of comedy down the middle of the humorous road. You prefer to listen than to be the center of attention, inserting funny observations and comments rather than driving the herd. That's cool. Just remember that the quantity of funny you provide tends to make people think you're up to something.
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Jun. 28th, 2005 @ 07:58 pm Evil Genius I am
I feel: amused
Wackiness: 20/100
Rationality: 14/100
Constructiveness: 14/100
Leadership: 34/100





You are a SEDF--Sober Emotional Destructive Follower. This makes you a Evil Genius.

You are extremely focused and difficult to distract from your tasks. With luck, you have learned to channel your energies into improving your intellect, rather than destroying the weak and unsuspecting.

Your friends may find you remote and a hard nut to crack. Few of your peers know you very well--even those you have known a long time--because you have expert control of the face you put forth to the world. You prefer to observe, calculate, discern and decide. Your decisions are final, and your desire to be right is impenetrable.

You are not to be messed with. You may explode.

Of the 132559 people who have taken this quiz since tracking began (8/17/2004), 14.5 % are this type.
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Jun. 27th, 2005 @ 06:36 pm yeah, I couldn't speak anymore "new england" if I tried
I feel: amused

Your Slanguage Profile

New England Slang: 100%
Victorian Slang: 50%
Aussie Slang: 25%
British Slang: 25%
Canadian Slang: 25%
Prison Slang: 25%
Southern Slang: 25%

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Jun. 24th, 2005 @ 03:48 pm Just a vent on anonymous commenters
I feel: amused
Seems I got a nice reply to my vent about me blowing up at my bf a couple nights ago and according to one very brave and very mouthy anyonmous reply I am a "spoiled rotten cry baby drama bitch" who must have been molested by my brother or father because I am so insecure, whiney and because I am a large figured girl. I don't think this anonymous poster knows how hard I laughed my ass off reading that before deleting that comment because if you are not going to post with your name I am not leaving it to be read. And for the record my journal is my place to vent, you don't like it, stay the fuck out of it. Further more personal venting posts are now going to be either private or friends only since I am such a drama bitch and no one cares about me, I will keep them to myself.

If you plan on posting your going to have to be logged in and leave your name. I like to know who is saying what about me. Hiding behind "anonymous" is coward and if you don't have the guts to let me know who you are, then fuck off and stay out of my journal.

What I find truly amusing is that this Anonymous (*lol*) person MUST have been reading my journal daily and following my trials and tribulations with my relationship, so deep down inside you must REALLY care, awwwwwwww how sweet. The other fact I would like to inform my anonymous friend is no, I was never molested by anyone at anytime in my life. I've grown up a very well adjusted normal human being. I am going through a tough time in my relationship with my partner of 5 and 1/2 years and feel I need to vent somewhere and that somewhere is my journal. And the fact I am a large figured girl means nothing...we all struggle with our self image and quite frankly I like my size. I am healthy and in as best of shape as I can be, I work on a farm and my full time job is maintenance and construction, so yeah...bite me...not to mention I have a black belt in martial arts, so thank you, I am quite secure with myself.

SO without further delay, I am not accepting anymore anonymous replies to my journal entries. In fact personal vents will be private now since I am "bothering" some nosey ass who can't seem to find the balls to post their name. Have a nice day!

P.S. My apologies to those who do enjoy reading my daily vent and gripes *lol* you know who you are ;)
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Jun. 22nd, 2005 @ 06:18 pm I bent my wookies
I feel: contemplative
Your Summer Love Style is Serious
While others may be into a summer fling, you're about the real thing.
And there's a good chance you're already serious with someone already.
For you, the summer is about getting closer and more committed.
Just don't get tempted by any of that hot weather eye candy!

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